Some People

Some people are born with mental capacities that allows them to learn so much knowledge while retaining their sanity.

Some people are capable of performings acts of benevolence relentlessly, as an ocean of love exists in their hearts.

Some people without trying, inspire others through the way they love themselves.

We never know how are we remembered. So do good, be good.

A Swan Song

I didn’t realize I was playing with fire, and it certainly wasn’t my intention to burn the bridge.

I’m sorry if my forgetfulness came across as indifference to you.

We are separated by an unseen wall built on a thousand lies you told.

So focused on myself it didn’t occur to me that friendships too might be broken because of indifference.

Why do I feel sad for? What am I grieving for? I’m not going to run to chase a drifting kite that has been cut loose.

As an introvert, when a relationship dies I feel sad.

A wise thing to do is stop romanticizing the sadness of losing a friend. Things are never the same once I found out about your dishonesty trait.

Someone should tell me, how to enjoy a friendship, how to make the most of my 20s.

Tell me, is it true that in our last meetup you played your swan song?

Goodbye and thank you for the memories.

 

Mind

You know me only as far as I let you. Let me take you on a tour to my mind. Here are the parts of me that you are allowed to know. Please don’t feel offended when I don’t take you to several area that are visibly not open to public. Should this happen, the reason is because our relationship hasn’t reached that level where I feel comfortable enough to show you the darkest, deepest part of my mind.

As you enter my mind please be mindful of your words. Silence is more appreciated than meaningless exchanges of words.

Happiness

To live solely to please yourself is selfish. Somebody out there has to pay for the things we do to make ourselves happy. In fact it is impossible to say that our desire for happiness is pure, unmotivated by outer influences. Happiness is just a chemical reaction in our brain. The pursuit of it equals the pursuit of nothingness.

 

Save me

I will wait for you to come and find me.

As you have promised.

I will give you another chance to prove that you are a man who can keep his words.

Another chance.

But who is actually more benefited by your keeping your promise?

Me, a girl who will finally be able to taste freedom if you fail.

Or you, a man who will regain his dignity if you succeed.

I win when you fail.

So no Mr Aro, do not pride yourself on being able to save me.

My willingness to be saved by you is what keep you alive.

 

Memory

Of course image must be manipulated, the purpose is no other than to give the image a nuance.

But do you really think image manipulation only happens when someone use a software to change the tone, the color of a photograph?

What about memories?

Memories are never the accurate depictions of the actual event that preceded because our brain automatically alters and modify the details of them.

Our brain is playing trick on us too.

We collide

Your mind is an interesting place I would like to visit, my friend. It is a planet with its own life supporting system. Its very own ecosystem. And yes, mythical creatures do exist in your mind. The gravitational pull your planet has on mine is so powerful, dear love. I guess that is why we collide.